.: Slacking and WoW:.

Well good day to everyone who reads this! I havent been around tons and the reason being is WoW...ugh WoW...Lemme start off by saying i do love wow but lately Ive been on it tons, I dont really mind but people are wondering where Ive been...so now you know! I made Gid start playin it and now hes obsessed and dont let him tell you otherwise :P. I miss some people on SL but i get to see most of em at night and oh boy we have been having fun lots. We had a Prom, which was sooo much fun, now this weekend we are having a Pirate/Ninja Party...yes invites are coming! I have found such a great group of friends, some ive been with for awhile and some I just got close with, and I love them tons, they have made SL fun for me again when i didnt think it could be possible!

There really hasnt been a ton going on in sl. I like it quiet and love being able to go on and do nothing but hang out and hump random people, and for the most part the people that Ive surrounded myself with dont really have any drama shit goin on which is good for me and them too! More time to hump things <3

Now I gotta comment on what Paisley (one of my wifeys) commented on...the stupid douches who think that we really care what they are thinking about! We have had soo many laughs at the people who try to pretend that we actually give a shit what comes outta your mouth. The so called popular kids!! LOL...now dont get me wrong...i dont think Im something special or anything in sl, and I couldnt give a shit either way, but I find it funnie that people try sooo hard to be popular there! SERIOUSLY its a game! Did you not have friends in high school? I just think its sorta sad that you try sooo hard to get people to like you and yet you bad mouth people you dont even know but yet the same people that you kiss their asses bad mouth you something fierce! Ugh ok im done this stupid rant, no one will get it unless they have talked to me about it anyways LOL...Im tired! Ok im done rambling about nothing...this is what happens when im super bored, luff you guys <3

.: Im siiiiiick :.

Ugh im ill and bored and ugh...but all the same, this weekend was pretty good! I didnt do much other than sit around and be lazy sooo that makes for a pretty good weekend. Ok...on to sl stuff cuz i know no one reads this to find out how im feeling lol!

I talked to someone who I havent spoken with in a long time ( we had some issues that I wont get into ) and i think it went rather well. Im not really a mean person, Im not the asshole everyone thinks I am...actually I get more shit cuz Im too nice, which I think is starting to change a lil bit. I let people tell me what to do alot and how to think, but hopefully Ive broken that habit. Im actually pretty happy with how things have been going lately and I love the people who are around me...they know who they are <3. So other than that I just hung out on sl all weekend cuz i was sick...but dont worry my kid was not ignored, i know there are some concerned people out there LOL! So this week im gonna try to get off living off child support and stuff and hopefully Gids gonna get off meth...inside joke and we will be good after that, because no offence...baby, i dont like boys with no teeth and cold sores :P ok im off to do nothing and goooood nite <3

.: Clarification :.

I just want to let everyone know a few things...1. Anything to do with Gid should be said to him not me...and thats outta his mouth. I dont have any control over anything he does and i never will, I am not his mother and im not about to start telling him what he should and shouldnt do!
2. If you wanna come to me with something your pissed about, please get all your facts straight before accusing.
3. I am done with this situation and all the stupid problems unstable people cause, leave me outta your business and we will be happy!
4. Good night and have a wonderful day <3

.: Uh Ya :.

yaaaaa well i imd the person who all this dumb stuff is about and low and behold she did not answer and logged rite outta msn...ugh i am giving up, i will deal with the fact that i am losing a friend over her stupidity and i will just go back to minding my business which I LOOOOOVE! Tonight was fun...no stress and no drama, unless you count Gid hittin on a boy...which i will not go into lol! <3 Ohh and Vas cheating on me...i did tell them both, cuz they were mean, I would blog it and i kept my word bitches! <333

ALOT of people IMd me bout all this and everyones got pretty much the same opinion, so im not going insane! So im gonna leave it at that, everyone I wanted to read it did, so im done on this matter! But Good Luck to who ever wants to get involved in her shit because i know she wont change and i think that makes me saddest :( *plays emo music*

My kiddo starts school in the morning and I think im a lil more excited than she is, so i thought I would share that exciting news with everyone! Now I am off to bed goonite! <3

.: Editied :.

I removed some of the last blog because I realized that it was sorta childish but I think i got my point across...I wrote that yesterday when i was way pissed off, now dont get me wrong, im still really upset and mad but a lil more sensible today. The people who i wanted to see it did and so im happy.

I know theres alot of people who think i have no feelings or no conscience or any thing like that, and thats fine, but i do. I let things get to me and last night after i talked to some people, i was REALLY upset, because everyone always expects me to be the one to apologize and make nice and I dont think I should. In this situation, I did nothing wrong other than disagree with a friend and tell her that the guy shes in love with is a loser...something thats shes been doing to me for awhile! Did I ever do this to her when she would come to me and bad mouth my bf...NO, I actually defended her to him, saying she was trying to do what she thought was right, boy was I wrong! I would like to know why it always has to be me that has to make everything ok with everyone, and im sick of the excuse that people give me that Im smarter or that Im a better person than that...I dont wanna be anymore because everytime I do, it comes back and bites me on the ass...ok ugh im done rambling bout this AGAIN! <3

.: Round and Round We Go :.

Well its been 2 months since i did this and i actually forgot my log in name and stuff but its all good now! I havent been blogging lots cuz of some stuff but i feel the need to do this one cuz for some reason, people still look on here.

First off let me just say that this is gonna be a little harsh and some people couldnt really give a shit if I died of some really awful disease, so if your one of these people, beat it and dont bother coming back cuz I dont care anymore. I know Ive made a ton of mistakes lately and ive apologized to who i need too, but everyone else that thinks they have a say in what i do, well you can fuck rite off, and now on to the fun stuff...

Lets start off with some stuff thats been going on for a lil while now. I have listened and listened to everyone under the sun tell me how bad a certain someone is for me and while you all have your opinions, some people took "helping me see" to a whole other level. For months i have told this person to not say anything to them and not to start anything because they were just trying to be my friend...right?!...WRONG! So for that i apologize I should never have told you to leave all these winey emo fuckheads alone <3

Now for the shit that has gone on for the last few days, We have tried hard to stay outta everyones buisness and just not get involved...well yesterday, our names were brought up for no reason, in a situation that has absolutly nothing to do with us, but someone couldnt resist badmouthing the person I was just talking about...I know very confusing but please try to stay with me! Im not naming names in this because Im not an asshole like that, but if you wanna know, IM me. Well this "friend" of mine who thought it was and obviously still thinks its ok to bad mouth the person who is prolly closer to me than anyone and when i didnt like what she had to say and told her that the guy shes in love with is a total liar and a scum and stuff...she decided to take it apon herself to send a friend a notecard that of course she would take outta context. So let me just let you all know whats REALLY happening and not some made up lies outta some emo bitches head...

DRAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMAAAAAAA

I cant escape it no matter where I go, ugh I am fighting with people and people are fighting with me! I swear there is a full moon in sl lately. The thing is I wish people would mind their business on what really doesnt pertain to them! People always think they know whats best for you and they dont! UGH! Then ugh I jus dont wanna talk anymore, Im tired, frustrated, irritated, sad and everything else, but oh well!

ok thats it good nite

Dick in a Box

ok I have been tryin to add the Dick in a Box thingy to here but I cannot, i am a blog spaz! I dont understand how to work shit on here but oh well...I will rant I suppose!

SL is SL and full of jus fun DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA! I have jus been tryin to keep to myself and stuff but it follows me around everywhere...I miss the days when I first started when loggin in used to be fun, now its jus full of emotional stuff and ugh jus problems lately...its makin me a bit emo, very VERY close friends of mine kno bout it and I think they are gettin sick of me spazin but I have been told that its gonna be ok, so I gotta believe that! I need a vacation which I think I am goin on with my brother in January which I think will be fun, but i need a sl break but I cant doooo it! A ton of us are goin to play wow I think, but that can be nuts too since I am usually getting yelled at for shit cuz I dont listen! Well I kno i havent bitched alot on here but Im sleepy tonight and gotta get up early and do the same stuff over again, so goonite and <333